lame post ^^

finally I saw sum people wrote that...
my view...
I said alot time...
lonely can be "xi guan" one...
dissapointment can be "xi guan" one...
and till you reach that level...
you will find back the own yourself...
and you will find that you are walking a circle returning to the starting point...

that's what Im doing these years...
being... no one...

21122012>My password? lol!!

21122012
is that a code?

21st Dec 2012...
you know what will happen...

I just enjoyed 2 disaster movie...
and both rocks...
it's not about nibiru...
but something smaller than nibiru...
just as big as texas?
may bring extinction to humanity?

If that happen?
will goverment or the leaders make the best path?
will martial law be activate?
I'm quite scare...
not about death...
but scare what human will react?
kill each other?
rape,snatch,murder everywhere?

If that not happened...
I'll die with a smile on my face...
and it will be the honour to be the man...

thats it i think...?
btw,
both sci-fi rocks..
armageddon
deep impact

count as not zero income lar xP

Damn tired today...
and I get nothing at all...

went to ECM to search for job...
but the chances to get is damn damn damn low...
aiks...


anyway... the most interesting job i think is golden screen cinema?
but the manager tell me that it's fucking damn full...
anyway... cant mar cant lor xP



I learnt something really important today...
I know people laugh that but i had to say
WINSTON TAN WAS RIGHT !!!

remember he said to me during last year english oral...
everyone must bring a black pen when it's your turn...
remember children, when you go interview next time...
remember to bring your black-pen...

and today when the manager call me to fill in the form?
I was like...
oh shit !! winston... help >.<
it's a lesson...
thanks teacher !!

5th

很奇怪！！很奇怪！！！
有些人明明懂我们之间有问题，却还要扮什么都不懂。。
很好玩吗？
事情不解决，再加上你扮傻就可以什么都没发生过吗？
再不谈就快要没时间了。。。
黄金72小时已过了。。。
今天第5天。。
我不要说再见。。。
也不想说郑重。。。

我想回到我们都在笑的时候。。。
很难吗？


。。。。。。。。

我没试过。。。

昨天，不知是我幸运的一天还是倒霉的一天。。。
考试满顺利的，但是一出班就看到沙大佬拿着藤条。。。差点就中抓。
一出到校门，高高兴兴地想着回家打什么游戏好。。
却让我看到不想去面对的人。。
什么mood都没有了。。

今天早上，感觉好想跑一跑。。发泄个够。。
到了下午，去taman gelora跑了3圈，比平时多1圈半。。
可能天气寒冷吧。。
现在觉得发泄不够。。。

好想念我上一次喝红酒的时候。。
是我第一次，也是我唯一的一次。。。
瓶盖一打开的声音，
“ping”！！，好好听。。。
烈烈的味道，好刺鼻。。。
在嘴里怪怪的感觉，好特别。。。
不久之后，
长辈们都问我还好么？
我说，never better。。
在过了不久，
头好重。。好晕。。
走路不平衡了。。。
当时感觉好sucks!!

现在却好想好想重来。。。
我不要清醒了。。
我不要study human了。。



现在感觉不妙。。很不妥。。。我不要了。。。T_T



这两首歌，是你的歌。。。
我在你那儿听到的。。。
两首却都是emo歌。。。
Wait for you...
One last chance...

2 mac's

Okay I hope that I have a fullset lens!!
eventhough I had enough which is 12mm to 200mm already...
but I want a ultra macro lens and a ultra telezooming lens... >.<

Anyway photo first...

another feel? Idk...


this photo look normal but It brings meaning...
lonely feel to me...
and the sharp with the soft...
not bad not bad...


+u barh...

02/11/09

had been a long long time...
im walking in a circle...
reach back where I should...
reach back where I belong to...
Today I listened 蘇永康《擁抱》
it's an old album...
but it's too nice...
Emo song is too perfect to be listened...
I dislike it last time... but now Im in the Emo...



Add-Maths paper...
the worst paper I did...
my friend said... 不懂那一个狗官做的
really lor... duno which bitch or son of the bitch made that question...
yet my ba** teacher keep aiming me...

but I think the fact that cant make me got the mood to do is emo...
>.<
hate that word...
maybe...
Im too sensitive?
T_T